Good morning all.
October, a little dark,
a little grey,
blue skies,
fiery colours.
October is a month,
of highs,
of lows,
October is all about,
the changeability,
of life.
October is beautiful,
October is miserable.
This October,
has been,
glorious,
and ,
dreary.
I am super busy,
work,
class,
church related activities.
I’m busy,
I’m tired,
and I am sad,
I often feel overwhelmed,
so many decisions,
decisions,
made more complicated by,
Covid.
I have been questionning,
everything.
Someone,
who is supremely,
important to me,
suggested counselling,
so I spoke with my,
wonderful pastor,
asked her to recommend,
someone,
she did,
I booked an appointment.
To be clear:
I am fine,
I need help,
I need to talk,
it is how I process,
talking to friends,
is not the same,
they are involved,
they can’t be objective,
they should not,
feel burdened.
My whole life has changed.
I’m busy,
which is good,
and I am working on,
stuff.
I might write less,
I might write more,
just keeping you all,
in the loop
Later girls,
BB
