Dreaming of 70’s icons, makes for weird symbolism

I had a really weird dream,

last night,

I dreamt,

I was watching,

The Partridge family.

Bizarre.

I wasn’t a child,

I was me,

middle aged,

bookish butch.

They were singing,

I Think I love You.

Anyone remember,

that song?

I think I love you so what am I so afraid of
I’m afraid that I’m not sure of a love there is no cure for
I think I love you isn’t that what life is made of
Though it worries me to say that I never felt this way

I haven’t watched,

The Partridge Family,

in minimum,

thirty years,

I never really liked,

David Cassidy.

Susan Dey,

on the other hand,

oh yeah,

love big jawed women,

always did,

can’t explain it,

don’t want to.

But, really,

why would I be dreaming,

of watching,

The Partridge Family?

If my subconscious,

is attempting communication,

with me,

it’s doing a crap job,

I don’t get it,

mixed signals.

Hum,

…..

wait a minute.

…..

Mixed signals,

I am queen of,

mixed signals,

sending, receiving,

I wonder if that’s a girl thing,

or a dyke thing,

or a butch thing,

maybe,

it’s none of the above,

and it a,

me thing.

I have a pattern,

I feign insouciance,

and then,

I think,

she’ll think,

I don’t like her,

so I make a flashy,

too flashy,

statement.

I go from no sell,

to big sell,

to soft sell,

to last chance,

quasi belligerent sell,

and back to insouciance,

and butch understanding.

Idiot.

No wonder,

women flee me,

I’m nuts:-)

David Cassidy is telling me,

next time,

tell her you think you love her,

right?

David Cassidy as oracle,

obviously,

I watched too much television,

as a child.

Oh,

and I have to stop eating oranges,

before bed.

Strange dreams and interpretations,

ensue.

This is actually a real dream,

I need to read erotica or something,

my dreams suck:-)

Later girls,

BB

Author: Bookish Butch

I am a bookish butch in my mid early fifties. I live in Montréal and always have. I used to run a small used bookstore. Reading keeps me sane. My latest jiggie is photography, book project in the works, living the dream

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