Hello all,
hope you are well,
and,
have survived the Winter.
Well, it’s March,
praise the Lord and thank you Jesus.
I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Now, this is Montreal and,
the third of March,
ain’t Spring but,
soon, soon.
It has been a rough season,
I’ve had worse,
but, it’s up there.
The holidays were great but,
soon after that,
yuck.
But, my mom,
is recovering very well,
Hallelujah.
Now, I find myself,
in a bit of a spot financially,
but, soon is tax return season,
so that will keep me going for ,
a few months.
The thing is I never really cared,
about money,
I still don’t,
I was never a saver or a planner,
but, I always felt,
the next great,
opportunity,
challenge,
job,
change,
was right around the corner,
that I could always,
start anew,
and,
I have,
numerous times,
lots of,
seasons of change,
in my life.
But, this year,
I will be 54,
and, although,
I don’t feel old,
not even close,
I do not feel,
young,
either,
the world is not my oyster anymore.
what does that even mean??
I have made some weird choices,
in my life,
some might even be defined as,
questionable.
To be clear,
they were mine and I own them,
but, over the past 2 or 3 years,
I have found myself,
searching,
having more trouble,
reinventing.
I have found peace and meaning,
in my faith,
but, the next ‘thing’,
remains elusive,
But, now it’s March,
the answer is coming,
I know it is.
I am hoping and praying for an,
early Spring,
Groundhog predictions notwithstanding.
and that I find my mission,
my calling.
I wish you all a blessed end of Winter,
as some of us embark on the season of Lent,
I wish for all of us,
a season of examination, learning and communion
Be well, all of you,
Later girls,
BB
