It’s a beautiful sunny day,
it’s my day off,
aside from,
some chores and errands,
I have the day to myself,
niiice:-)
I’m been feeling alternately,
sombre and sad,
of late,
no particular reason,
things are what they are,
November just brings out,
the brooding,
in BB,
and,
there have been American elections,
and,
remembrance day,
nothing to buoy the spirit,
if you know,
what I mean,
but,
now that the world is safe,
from,
Romney and his ilk,
and,
we have taken time,
to remember,
our fallen.
I think we need,
well,
maybe,
I need,
to get back to,
bookish butch basics.
BB has been a little peeved,
at me,
lately,
she says I’ve become,
too serious,
a stick in the mud,
I’m too sentimental and righteously indignant,
and,
not,
irreverent,
enough,
she says I need to suck it up,
no whining,
no sentimentality,
be a butch,
for Pete’s sake!!!
always wondered who Pete was, but, I digress
So today,
I thought I would write about,
sex appeal,
sexiness,
butch virility,
whatever term you like,
feel comfortable with,
what makes a butch,
irresistible,
or as a butch,
what you are conveying.
I admit,
I don’t know why my love,
finds me sexy,
I’m just a middle aged butch,
with too big a gut,
and,
advanced myopia.
I know what I find sexy about her
:
everything!
But if I had to pin point,
it would be,
her brain,
her humour,
her compassion,
her humility,
and,
yeah,
sure,
the shy smile,
that makes me melt into,
a puddle of goo.
She makes me feel,
so butch,
in all it means to me,
and,
what it means to me,
is perhaps not what it means,
to you all.
Sure, there are,
exterior indicators,
attire,
swagger,
slight,
very slight,
attempts,
at old world gentlemanliness,
but,
it’s not about objectifying,
my woman,
it’s about adoring her.
I know,
that may sound strange,
and,
an odd choice,
of word,
but,
to me,
it is beyond love,
because,
love,
is an overused word.
We love,
our new boots,
maple ice cream,
the new Pink song,
walks in the woods,
kittens,
Pinterest,
a good book,
a cup of espresso,
tweed,
cashmere,
button down collars,
love,
is overused,
and,
yet,
it is everything,
so when,
I use the word,
adore,
I put that love on a higher plane,
the highest,
above all other,
things and feelings,
she is my everything.
I am happiest in her,
presence,
in her arms,
talking with her,
laughing with her,
arguing with her,
I adore her.
Why she finds me sexy?
Beats me,
but,
I bless the goddess,
who bestowed whatever sexy I have,
on me,
she has made me the happiest butch on earth.
So,
yeah brains are sexy,
and,
lithe little bodies,
but,
mostly it’s her.
What started off as an examination of,
butch virility,
and,
sucking it up,
has become an ode to my woman,
I hope she likes it,
and,
as for BB,
well,
she can shut up about it
😛
Later girls,
BB
