Accident, cold, and the death of a poet

Hello all,

hope all is well in your world,

things are up and down,

around here,

mom had a bit of an accident.

sprained her ankle,

pretty bad,

lots of swelling and bruising,

we iced it as soon as it happened,

and thank the Lord,

there was no break,

still it has changed all kinds of plans,

but, it could have been so much worse.

It’s been cold, snowy, and generally,

yucky (to use a technical term)

🙂

The older I get,

the older my mother gets,

the less,

I like Winter.

Getting around can be tough.

The skies are often grey,

it’s cold, it’s damp, it’s slippery.

Tough to hope in the Winter,

sigh.

I don’t want you all to think,

it’s all grey,

because it isn’t,

there are lots of blue skies,

in Winter,

trouble is they are usually accompanied,

by brutal cold.

Brrrr.

I’ve been doing tons of reading,

for my class,

as well as in preparation,

of our Lenten book study at church,

studying a terrific book by Amy-Jill Levine

and for the prayer course at Supper Club.

you all know what a fan I am of the concept of Supper Club, and of the particular expression of it, in which I regularly take part.

Lent is a time of reflection,

a time of deep thinking,

of sacrifice,

of reaching for God,

in prayer,

solo,

in groups,

silent,

quiet.

So lots of thinking and praying,

going on.

By far,

the hardest thing that has happened,

was the death of an acquaintance,

a good acquaintance,

who would have become a friend.

He was a poet,

he was a delightful man.

A man of humour,

a man of unshakeable principle,

a generous and kind man,

a friend to many,

he wrote funny poems,

he wrote poignant poems,

he made me laugh.

The photo at the beginning of this post,

shows Jack(in green), Ken Mclaughlin (also known as Neath Turcot),

and moi in my favourite shirt,

reciting poetry with sock puppets,

it was a poem about our charter of rights,

that Jack wrote,

and I had been asked to stand in for another poet

(Blossom Thom) who was working on a major project.

Now,

I am no poet,

but,

Ken asked and,

I am very fond of Ken,

and once I met Jack,

I knew,

it would be a very positive experience,

and it was,

it was a delight,

a sunny interlude,

in a pretty dreary year.

We only ‘worked’ together for a few days,

and circumstances didn’t allow,

for a repeat of the experience.

I figured, we would perform again,

soon.

Sadly, Jack passed away earlier this week,

he was in his early sixties,

he was full of vim, of life..

Last night I attended, an informal get together,

a celebration of his life.

It was sad and it was sweet,

to see all these poets and artists gathered,

to pay tribute to Jack,

to support his partner, Karen.

heavy sigh.

When I met Jack this Summer,

after chatting for a while, I remembered,

that I had seen him at a poetry reading,

many years before and recalled,

a poem he had written on pain,

and bread( in French bread is pain)

Jack was a baker as well as a poet.

and how it had stayed with me,

that it was deep and cute and thoughtful,

a lot like the man.

Farewell Jack J Locke,

rest in power.

Later girls,

BB

Lent Diary part II

“He who goes about to reform the world must begin with himself, or he loses his labor.” 
― St. Ignatius of Loyola

Hello all,

hope you are well,

and that you are all,

looking forward to Spring.

Here,

in my beautiful ugly,

it’s still Winter,

icy sidewalks

and snow.

But, the sky is bluer,

the days are longer,

and the chill seems,

less biting,

I feel it,

in my fingers,

in my toes,

Spring is on it’s way.

Been a long hard Winter,

for all of us.

It is Lent and I have,

been,

spending extra time,

praying,

going through,

the book I have selected,

for Lent.

The Ignatian Adventure by Kevin O’brien sj,

it is a book to help guide you,

through the thirty days,

spiritual excercises.

A Jesuit priest,

at least twice in his life,

must go through,

a thirty day,

quiet retreat,

it involves the,

examen,

The Daily Examen is a technique of prayerful reflection on the events of the day in order to detect God’s presence and discern his direction for us. The Examen is an ancient practice in the Church that can help us see God’s hand at work in our whole experience. source Ignatian spirituality.com

which is done twice a day,

not just during the thirty days, but every day

it involves so much more,

the spiritual excercises,

a deep delving into,

our personal relationship with,

God.

Most of us cannot,

take,

thirty days out of our lives.

This book proposes,

we do the excercises over a longer,

period of time,

for twenty to forty minutes,

a day.

A time of contemplation,

a time of prayer,

a time to deepen our relationship,

with God.

The excercises are divided,

into four weeks,

1)Experiencing the boundless mercy of God

2)Accompanying Jesus Christ on mission

3)Being with Jesus in His suffering and savoring the grace of compassion

4)Experiencing the Joy and Sharing the consolation of the risen Lord.

When you don’t spend,

thirty consecutive days,

going through the excercises,

it takes longer,

which is fine,

it takes the time it takes,

it is not a test,

nor a contest,

it is about going very deep.

The author,

who is a Jesuit priest,

suggests that if you are doing it,

for Lent,

you should start with week three,

and follow with,

week four for Easter.

I admit I find it,

difficult,

to silence my mind,

to tune out the world,

to listen,

to hear.

To differientiate,

between my own,

thoughts,

hopes,

fears,

and hearing God.

I have also been watching films,

about monastic life,

be it monks and friars,

or Cisterian and Carmelite nuns,

I find the idea,

fascinating,

always have,

way before I became,

a Christian,

I admired these people’s,

absolute faith,

devotion,

to prayer, to work,

to helping the poor.

They are humans,

with hopes and dreams,

foibles and faults,

talents and gifts,

and they devote all,

to God.

How many of us can say that?

how many would want to?

These are some of my questionings,

in the period of Lent.

Be well

Later girls,

BB