Just…sitting

It’s been quiet,

at,

bookish butch central,

of late,

slow, lazy time,

not much planned,

not much done,

I needed/need the down time,

sitting around,

thinking,

not over thinking,

not obsessing,

just thinking,

and,

reading and,

spending time with,

my mom,

and,

friends,

pretty chill.

My body has been tired,

and,

achy,

that tends to happen,

when you have real down time.

Nothing serious,

aches and pains,

and,

giving them time to heal.

I’ve begun,

putting things in place,

for getting a job,

but,

I kind of want,

to take a good part,

of the Summer,

off,

feeling lazy

🙂

Need the head space,

to take on,

new projects,

work things out.

Thing is,

the whole,

closing of the bookstore,

coming to a decision,

and,

then doing it,

taking care of the aftermath,

has left me,

kind of empty.

I’m not down,

or depressed,

I’m just empty,

so I’m refuelling,

don’t really feel,

urgency or panic,

which is good,

but,

it’s also,

urgency that is,

a catalyst for me,

always has been.

At this stage in my life,

I want to take the time,

so that’s what I’m doing,

not much of anything.

So that’s why I haven’t,

written much,

what’s to write?

Still sitting marinating?

Tenderisising ideas?

Getting ready to grill,

eventually

🙂

You get the picture right?

So, I’ll be writing,

soon,

about books and stuff,

and,

the journey to change.

But, right now,

I’m sitting,

enjoying the first nice morning,

we’ve had in days.

No rain today,

sunshine.

Enjoy.

Later girls,

BB

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Bookish Butch

I am a bookish butch in my very early fifties. I live in Montréal and always have. I used to run a small used bookstore. Reading keeps me sane. My latest jiggie is photography, book project in the works, living the dream

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